Two months after i left, we still communicated well with occasional sex chat and what have you. One evening, she sent me a text, "David, i thought you told me it was only 3 exes you had". "Yes, only 3 exes" i replied with a little bit of frustration in me. She's been getting pretty insecured these days after i refused to use her picture as my profile picture on Whatsapp.
SANDRA: But someone told me it was more than three.
ME: Why does it matter if its more than three, as long as its you i am dating now.
SANDRA: I know it doesn't matter but Caleb told me you dated Peace, Serah, Faith, Mary, Ngozi and Amaka. He said you are a player and that all you do is use and dump girls and that's what you want to do with me.
ME: Caleb told you all that and you believed him? i am so disappointed in you. I have always told you my past life doesn't matter when it comes to us. I might have been bad but i am willing to change because of you and i don't want to use you nor dump you.
Two hours before this chat, i got a text from my brother saying he saw my girlfriend with Caleb. You see, Caleb is that kind of ugly,annoying,charismatic and 'i can get into any girl's pant' kind of guy and trust me when i say any girl. He has had sex with almost all the girls in my street, the good,the bad and the ugly.
So when Sandra told me he has been talking to Caleb, i knew something had gone wrong. My hand was already shaking, while my heart pounded so heavily as i anticipated her next message.
SANDRA: I need to tell you something that has been bothering me
ME: Go on
SANDRA: I cheated
ME: 30mins, (No reply)
SANDRA: I'm sorry please, i dont know how it happened
ME: 20mins, (No reply)
By this time i was already hurting so badly, so badly i could feel the pain rising from my heart to fill my tongue with that extreme and unique bitterness and to think that this pain was caused by someone i never really loved, someone i was hoping to love. I kept turning like an injured cub and thinking of a word or string of words no matter how incoherent they may be to hurt her and make her feel just as i was feeling.
"With who?" i asked.
When you have been cheated on, that question 'with who' seems like a painkiller. Amidst the craziness and numbness you are currently feeling at that moment, the answer to your question might seem like it would make the pain go away. Deep down, we want to feel better, we want to stop this pain from eating at us and maybe we want to know if we are better than that person they cheated on us with.
"Can't say" she replied with a little bit of remorse in her voice.
ME: You cheated on me, you asked me dumb questions and now you're telling me you can't say?
SANDRA: I'm sorry but i can't
ME: Its Caleb right?
SANDRA: Who told you, how did you know?
The pain was already becoming unbearable though i was really surprised at my own calmness. Quickly, I googled "how to react if she cheated" Page loading, the pain wouldn't let me wait, I need to know how it happened so i typed,
ME: Tell me how it happened
SANDRA: Please, I'm really sorry, I love you and that's why i told you, 'cos its been eating at me
ME: Just tell me how it happened
SANDRA: I went to his place and he told me those things about you and then he kissed me and before i knew it......,I'm really sorry, i don't know how it happened.
At this moment i began to feel like strangling her. They even kissed and she's telling me 'you don't know how it happened' Oh! let me guess, Both of you were playing hide and seek and somehow something carried you into the air, dropped you down and as you were landing, you landed on his dick.
I had so many questions, Who was on top? Did you like it? How long did it last? I don't know if these questions were normal or why i even asked them in the first place.
"I don't know, i didn't feel anything when he went inside of me and he released almost immediately" she actually said that somewhere in between my ramblings. I really needed to believe her because for a weird reason i was mildly happy at this. So Caleb of all guys suffers from pre-mature ejaculation.
She kept apologizing and i kept thinking. I need to pay her back in her own coin so i drafted a plan. Break up was out of it, there is no way i am going to break up with her without letting her have a slice of what i felt. I was going to turn her into my slave. I already knew some manipulation techniques, and with her desire to please me i knew it was going to be easy.
NEXT DAY (lets forget all the painful details of how i couldn't sleep)
ME: We can continue dating if you can meet my conditions
SANDRA: I am ready to do anything to make up for my mistakes
ME: 1. You would no longer call me any pet names, you would call me Master 2. You would stop using my pic as your DP 3. You'll call me everyday for seven days and say 'I'm a cheat and i deserve anything you are doing to me now'
After much argument and pleas, she agreed. All i wanted was revenge, something that would justify my reason for not breaking up with her. Slowly, i was able to turn her into a complete slave, my sex slave, even though we were kilometers apart. I used her to fulfill my pervert desires, i would make her masturbate anytime i wish and i currently have like 50 of her nudes on my phone.She dare not refuse anything i ask her to do. Next week, i am going back home with a whip i bought to use on her,i told her about it and she doesn't seem to bother.
I feel very bitter. I still feel hurt but making a girl my slave was not something i bargained for, i thought it would make me feel better, instead i feel so much worse. There is a pill on my table and a cup of water. I'll take it to make the pain go away forever. I've told her to take her life when and if i die but just in case she does not, I've uploaded her nudes online, sent some to her parents and friends.
Swallows Pill!!!
Wish Me Peace!!!
This is a work of Fiction submitted by Threedots ,a Nairaland Member. Any resemblance to actual events or persons is absolutely coincidental.
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